Today, Baby Girl, we should be celebrating 6 months of precious, giggling life. I wish it didn't hurt to wonder what you would look like, sound like, and what you would have learned already. But, it hurts. I know you are happy, and perfect, and probably very busy in Heaven. I'm sure there is so much for a little girl to do. I know the Lord is hugging you and more than making up for the love your daddy and I so desperately wish we could give you.
I had a dream last night of a small baby girl. She wasn't you, but something told me to relate her to you. She was sick and I was her nurse. We were watching her heart and it was having trouble beating. Suddenly this little baby woke up and she was healed. She was so active and healthy. Then my dream took me and this little girl to your Aunt Katie's house. The baby girl was bigger, just able to walk, and busy picking up any little thing a baby can find on the ground. That's when I woke up.
I don't really believe in dreams telling the future or if they really have any meaning at all. But, I do believe God uses so many different ways to speak to us. I haven't dreamt of you since just after you died. I wish sometimes I did, but I think it would be too hard. My dream last night was a good dream. When I woke up, I felt peace. Maybe God let me see what you would have looked like.
Happy 6 months little girl. I love you, my heart and my arms ache for you. I miss you. Please kiss Jesus for me.
Love you forever and ever,
Mommy
Love the "new" pictures and so glad for your wonderful dream. I think about you all often :)
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